Love, catch-up, and other things.

• So as must of you already know, Brooklynn has been sick since this past Friday. Which makes it be six days total of her being in nothing but agony. I've been visiting her every moment I'm available and she'll go from looking better to ten times worse. I'm worried about her, but there really isn't much I can do other than just comfort her and hope that she feels better soon. I'm just hoping she'll be better by the weekend so I can get her out of her house and have her around society again, because I'm sure her friends miss her but have been too afraid to enter her home at risk to catching what she has.
• Playing catch-up is always fun, too. Especially when it comes to your Algebra II class where you NEED to do well to pass and have a successful future. My grade in there isn't very high because we keep going into more complicated and in-depth lessons so by the time I start to barely grasp the one she's taught us on Monday we're already on the two lessons past by Friday. I go in for help, but it isn't really cutting it. And I understand too much to be put back into the Geometry class, so here I am left. I have assignments that need to be turned in but I just can't get myself to get them done. So I'm hoping that I can sit myself down and force myself to just get it over with tonight so I can turn them all in before midterms. I'm sure she would rather have them turned in late than never; especially because I know she knows that I want to do well and I'm just having difficulty understanding.
• Finally, the other things... that's kind of an open-ended subject to speak about, but I guess I can of needed a random space to just speak. I'm stressed out and flustered about the classes that are asking a lot from me. Which in all reality the only class that is doing that is math, and I only think that because I don't completely understand it. my 1 - 7th period classes are the classes that I completely understand and can focus on without ever getting distracted. Part of that may be the teachers; others may be the work or the subject matter - but either way I'm getting it done and my grades are beyond acceptable. It's really only my 8th period that I'm worried over failing. I did awful at the end of my first semester; which is sad. Meeerrp! I just need to get my act together and suck things up. Maybe if I had an activity to focus on that would help even everything else out; because it would get out all of my stress and leave me feeling inspired to finish things. Like when I did plays last year, those helped. But I've sort of given up on doing those this year because things are out of my control. Which I honestly can't even complain about them because in reality nothing will change. No matter what I say or try to do. I'm just mini-annoyed.